
Chances are I'll end up spewing the same vitriole and nonsense as everyone else, but at least I had a humble opening paragraph to make myself sound less partisan. As a teenager, I used to love politics, perhaps because it was one thing my dad and I could talk about. I even used to listen to Rush Limbaugh's radio show (ouch, I know) and talk to friends about our country's alleged Christian roots. I believed wholeheartedly "in the republic for which it stands" and before going to college would undoubtedly have supported draconian measures to ensure the immutability of (certain) American ideals. I was infatuated with my nation-state, although lacking a substantive understanding of what it is.
The pendulum swung, as it tends to do in college, and while I voted for George W. (the first time around) I questioned myself. I proceeded to switch parties, and vote against Bush in the next election, and yet I couldn't shake the feeling that I hadn't really done anything differently. The twofold reason I showed up on the following presidential election day and voted for Obama is (1.) I wanted to be part of the historic moment where an African American was voted president and (2.) I felt it necessary to support the right to marry by opposing Prop. 8. In truth, I no longer cared about political parties, liberal and conservative tags, and even voting (I know, I'm a terrible human being). Wow, as I proofread before saving, I'm surprised at how confessional this posting is.

My second reason for such political indifference is due to an overwhelming frustration with the category of "nation-state." Must I bear loyalty to a landmass because it is where I was born? Must other people die because they disagree with our ideologies and patterns of consumption? Don't get me wrong, I believe in self-defense and survival, but I'm confronted with the stark reality that one must oft be a patriot at the expense of the rest of the human race. It seems to me that the nation-state is only 1 step of many in our social evolution, much like tribal or feudal categories before it. Does that mean we're off to be a 1-world government where all of us share equal roles in a virtual utopia? I highly doubt it, and yet I long for something new, something better than this system of artificial allegiance. Unfortunately - due to a combination of human selfishness and fear, ethnic and religious difference, and anxious-for-armageddon evangelicals and other religious extremists who view the U.N. (or anything different) as a disembodied antichrist - no one seems particularly interested in moving beyond what we have or at least thinking outside the familiar. That's all I have at the moment, a few musings and a lot of hot air, and a fervent hope that there are others in this world who think there is more to life than Republican, Democrat, or even America.
This was awesome - thanks for posting! You should come out to DC to hang out with me and go to Jon Stewart's Rally to Restore Sanity:
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That would be so much fun. Are you going?
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